Apne Rang...

There are very few times in life that we come across people who love us.. who live for us.. & most of all who want us around in every small thing of their life.. But do we realy care for that every small moment of comfort love emotion or even a simple smile .. which we can bring in thr moments of day.. its almost like runnin after sumthin which is not ours & just letin go what is yours. But the fact i wonder rather makes me think quite often is that ..what i read..what i believe .. what i feel is this world just what it seems.. living with a clear heart & soul.. is gud but thr r times u just cant express it all.. i dont know how or why i just cant do it though i know it'll give me a perfect life..but what is that feeling tht stops me.. why do i even expect people to understand me.. do i need to change rules to my life.. rather practise then thougrly..ya i think.. but m so scared to start..or quite habitual to what i have.. then why do i crave for the real me.. to be open to this world..

Meeeee....

Had strtd a blog yesterday..but I suppose..continuin the same line iz wht I dont feel like..though wanna talk abt the same thing but with my morning experience touch...People say tht m very fickle minded person..but wht I feel..say..iz tht..I know whr am supposed to go..but this habit of goin & testin limits..hehe..ya am made up this way..I like having a glance inside..though its my life or others...I like experincin lives of others..though i know wht my life shld b like!!Well..If possible could have just lived..all the ways..But CANT..I Wish i could.. & maybe thts why I like knowin abt ppl..observin them..being in thr shoes.. & ya if possible touch thr lives in certain way..maybe if i could just help them goin better..I'll feel good!!

But this makes my goin tougher..Well tooo good of life...but m just too scared if i hurt sombody on the way.. & most of all..doin & makin things ppl want & i want..just messes up my side a lot..thts wht I dont like..ppl like playin it safe!! & If i want even I can..but tryin to achieve my fairytopia whr everybody lives happily ever after..doesnt seem tht easy to achieve..but I just hope I get thr..Someday..if not today!!

At the begining...

Thr r timez when u ..

realise wht u've given it all away..given it all away..& r so tired..fallin in love..& cant deny ..deny it..feelin inside..so tired playin this game..

iz alll I need..u & me ..well i know am goin away..wish these words could delay our mysery..

save tonite...before break of dawn

tomoro..tomoro..i'll b gone..

tomoro comes with 1 desire to take me away..

Tomoro comes to take me away..

i wish tht i could stay..lord wish it wasnt so..

save tonite...

TOMORO I'LL B GONE!!!

When we met..

u said u've got somthin deep inside of u..it goes deep inside of u..

The secret gaurded dreamz changed my life so it seemz!!

they go deep inside...of you..too

I never felt alone..thr i met u..

Friends say i change..i change dont listen..bcos I live to be deep inside of u..

I am so alive..deep inside of u..

I've lost myself thr..thrs nothin left..its all gone!!

Deep inside of you..

deep inside of u!!

Honestly, dont have reality..

it way to killin me..flames to dust..lovers to friends..

Why do all good things come to an end??

It only got complicated..

wonderin I would stay young & restless..

hopin it would end though..

come to an end..

Come to an end..

Lookin back at..

wht iz this killin me..slowly i wanna know..

I have it all..

when i open my eyes..i realise..

the day is gone..

I realise we are one..I love the way i feel today..

I know which way to go..

will i stay the same..or will i change!!

unspoken words.....

Well..thr r times when u actually wanna stop ur life..within tht moment passin by..

but its over within a wink of an eye..

wanna spend life in few moments which have taken ur breathe away & ur heart beat skippd its pace beyond its supposd to..tht touch on ur shoulder..seemd u melting over within..for the one u never wanted to let go..

But life moves on..dayz die..memories fade!!

Life moves at a pace where things just dont remain the way they were..but life seemz to standstill..when that one moment comes in front of ur eyes..thought its not the same..but still u try recoverin tht same old feelin..lost..long back.. & u realise wht so ever u do..it'll never be the same..its gone forever.. & it still remainz in tht one hidden corner of ur soul..which wil never find a way back to ur present but just may fade away az a tear from ur eye..

Poeple come & pleople go..but still every person creates a difference becomes a part of us.. & u grow tht way everyday..but thr r some people tht contribute so much to ur life..tht u lose ur identity..!!at times...

What am speakin today..iz just a feeling way beyond i could even write..never can express now or wil b able to..

Well had few picture..but tht too..lost to what i am becoming today...

soul sensation...

Well...
Today iz the first day...

Ya it feelz good writin down ..wht u believe in ..
Just read a blog written by Rishabh & thanks to him for introducin me ...whr i wil write wht I feel..now on..not just into my diaries or a piece of paper which comes across when i feel like...

Hope to write soon... abt my new sensation within soon...

Thanks once again Rishabh..

Ruchika